Tuesday, May 22, 2007

The Adobe of Wisdoms

I come to realise even though
I sell my soul
I wouldn’t get what my heart desires
Because no one can fulfill it.
I had spend all my times and energy
My thought and feeling
My Emotion and spirit
It comes to naught but tears.
The tears are so devastated
That it squeezes your heart asunder
Wrinkles every lines of your face
Blurring your sight
Till you can’t see the truth no more.
What you see are the Datuk’s and Tan Sri’s
The talk of power and wealth
Among the circles of the elites
Rubbing shoulders
Exchanging laughters
Amidst rhetoric
In the world of make believe
Till it sipped in your heart
And affecting your soul.
Oh my soul!
Detach yourself from the suffering body
Where the pain resides in every loop of the veins in every corner of the bone marrows
Don’t let yourself be buried
in tandem with helpless body
the adobe of continual suffering
in the system of temporal life
You’re not dead or alive
You’re eternal
You’re the adobe of wisdoms
Free yourself from the suffering body
detach yourself from
the torment of pains
Oh my soul burn that bridge!
Cos’ I want to live as others do
Those who taste the sweetness of life
Every loop of their veins
Every corner of their bone marrows
Are filled with zikirullah!
Oh God!
Have
Thy mercy on my body and soul
Let me taste the tip of sweetness of life.
Amin.
The Don't s and the Do's

Do not ask for sympathy and love but acquire respect and honour
Do not habour anger and hatred but show love and respect
Do not lament your weaknesses but portray your dignity
Do not think what you have not but go and get what you want
Do not be passive with destiny but actively create destinies
Do not believe you are nobody but you can make yourself somebody
Do not think you have not enough time but time can be expanded at your wish
Do not fall silent like a fool but say out sincerely, with dignity, and wisely
Do not wish to build a mountain instantaneously but be consistent and focused in what you do
Do not ask to go prematurely but ready to go only after things are accomplished
Do not admit you are weak but believe that you are strong and can handle anything
Do not afraid to be with people but go and be nice with them
Do not destroy your friendships but strengthen them harmoniously
A Good Heart Most of All

To go and die
I am a Muslim
If God had made me a Samurai
I had committed Hara-kiri
And died in honor
An honor of a man had long gone
But I choose to stayAs always
Even though the sight of future was predictable
Have I had not learned that a man with a small heart
Shouldn't ask for more?
Yes I shouldn't ask for more …
Shouldn't dream for more …
Especially from the mortals
The more you hope
The more you ask
The more disgraceful you are
Face it oh son of Adam
Die in honor
How much little you have
It's a gift of God
At the end of the day
Even your life belongs to God
He will decide when you should return it
Then what is an honor for a man?
May be to stand tall
Be nice to people
Be contented with little that you have
And having a good heart most of all.
The Agony of Lovers

The Agony of lovers
The Agony of loversBurns with the fire of passion.
Lovers leave traces of where they've been.
The wailing of broken hearts
Is the doorway to God.
Happiness and Sorrows
If you happen to see a glimpse of happiness go for it
Because you never know when sorrow will overtake you
Never envy over others' happiness, but pray that they will last eternally
Neither rejoice over others' sorrows, but pray that they wouldn't be for long
What is life without sorrows or happiness?
It will be life void of hopes and dreams
A heart may cease to live without hopes and dreams
Oh God have mercy on me
Bring back all the hopes and dreams
So that I can continue this journey
Be it for happiness or sorrows
As long as You are pleased